I was challenged by My Lover~

assalammua'laikum w.b.t semua...
aku kembali untuk membuat hal hari ni..hehehe
I think I want to use the language of english..
for me, it is not difficult to speak in english..but it was difficult for me to PHILOSOPHIZE in english, hehehe..
she says she can accept me no matter what conditions happen to me..I was touched because since I was sick, I feel so lonely..but my family, my friends and my lover are still with me..I hope this would last forever..
don't need to be angry or jealous just because of trivial matters..is it right??
next wext, one week we might not be met..longing necessarily hit me..
what should I do and what can I do??
 it depends how we manage a relationship that we have..
 anyway, I'll be missing U dear..
wassalam semua..